I need help
As you can see from the 'about me' info to the right of this blog that I'm someone who holds all things very close. I have always hated asking for help. I mean I really hate it. I hate asking for help because I don't want others to pity me. I don't want them to try to fix the thing that I might be currently wrestling with. I don't want someone hovering over me asking me if I'm Ok or if the situation is getting better. Just like everyone else, I simply don't want to ask for help because keeping my pride in tack is more important than opening myself to others and leaning on them for assistance. In these past several months I've been learning a lot letting your guard down and saying "I need help." I'm not gonna' lie, the journey of letting your guard down has been a steep climb and while it might feel like the path has leveled out, it has not. I have to say that I haven't been doing the heavy lifting in this journey. T